Not a day goes by that I don't miss you two. Though I have been treated the way I have by you, I miss you and hope that you are okay. I know that I can not do anything to help guide you in your lives, I will pray for you everyday and every day I will continue to miss you. I thought that I would not hear from you for many years to come. I was shocked to talk and share with you. I have little to give you and want nothing from you and yet I love you with all my heart. My love to you is truly unconditional. As you can see, I receive nothing for it. I don't expect anything from you and only wished I knew you were safe.
When we left Winston Salem, we left the drama that goes with it. I had hoped that one day you would have people in your lives that you could lean on when you needed them most. I was supposed to be one of those people. I will always be available to listen and to give advice if you ask. I will not pacify you if I believe that is not what is required.
Brooke, I am okay with you deleting me again from your life. While it might be hurtful to me, I know that you have to do what you have to do.
I am confident that when your mother learned of your contacting me, it was not pleasant. That will never change. Your mother hated me more that she loved you or your brother. I hope that if the day comes that you realize that, you will see her with sadness instead of anger. Anger only hurts the one that has anger in their heart. I can live my life with much peace because I refuse to dwell on what was and focus on what is and what the possibilities are.
We have been spending quality time with those that welcome us in their lives and it is awesome. Maybe one day you will want to spend time getting to know them as well. If that time never comes then it never does.
Well, I suppose that it is time to hit the sack. We have a long adventurous day tomorrow. I am slow roasting as I love to do and everyone seems to come back for more.
Thinking of you.
Dad
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